My heart is still breaking for the families who lost their loved ones
in such a horrific and evil act last Friday. I cannot fathom the pain
they are going through this very moment. Seeing the faces of the precious little kids and adults makes me cry. I haven't been able to stop
thinking about them and their families. I wrote this post on Monday but felt like it was more important to spend the last few days quiet, praying for them and being thankful for life.
Even just
skimming through Twitter or the major news channels, you can see people
trying to figure out why this continues to happen, questioning how a
person could commit so much evil, and looking for hope.
I actually don't think it's wrong to
wonder or say that humanity is lost and
our culture with it. I think it's vital to see that! Not in a
depressing way; in the most hopeful of ways, because we realize our
own true state and that we
need a Savior.
Have
you ever read the book, The Screwtape Letters, by C.S. Lewis?
Essentially it's about the devil masking sin in our lives and culture so that we don't realize how fallen we are. The
demon in the book slowly tricks people into
not thinking about
what's right and wrong.. convincing them that evil is normal and ok and acceptable as
they inch closer and closer to hell.
That's actually exactly how I see nearly every movie out today, tv show
and video game that my generation grows up with. Realistic violence and
sex are the norm. Today's entertainment is not like the classic Bond movies where someone is
killed far away sans blood. Now you have graphic scenes of people being
shot in the face, blood splattering on the screen, single-shooter video
games gunning down people in civilian clothes on the street, made to
look as real as possible. How many hours a day do children and
teenagers grow up playing these or watching movies or tv shows with the
same senseless violence? I truly think that because of it, so many young
adults and kids have
become numb, their minds so skewed that they think killing outside of
war is normal -- or the worst and hardest to comprehend -- that it's ok. There's a huge
discussion in social media and the news right now about mental health,
but I think our failing culture that has turned its back on God is enabling the problem to terribly worsen. And we've been accepting it instead of battling it.
After
the Aurora, Colorado shooting, Cam and I decided to no longer watch
movies or tv shows {we don't own a tv out here so that makes it easy}
with realistic violence and sex... which is honestly almost everything. I
saw part of the new Bourne movie on the flight from NZ and had to turn
it off because of the laboratory scene when the scientist snaps and goes
on a killing spree of his co-workers. It looked
so real that it
was heartbreaking. I felt nauseous because it's a reflection of what's
actually happening today in the States. Cam and I do
not judge anyone who
watches any of it, and we are the farthest from perfect. We have plenty of our own problems. But we are trying to live intentionally and
keep our minds pure. I fully believe that the way you think is the way
you act. What pours into our eyes, mind, heart and body is inevitably
going to come out in our actions. We want to love and crave God, and
serve those around us.
Even amidst such a
horrific tragedy, there IS hope! There IS peace. Most especially this
beautiful Christmas season! I pray the brokenhearted see and feel it. We won't find the source of it though in our culture, in humanity -- or anywhere else -- other than Christ's saving
grace. It is the very sweetest of words. The Gospel starts where I fall on my knees in utter need of it. And my gosh do we need it!
A
lot of you likely have a different view, but thank you for reading my thoughts, written completely out of love and sincerity. If you feel like sharing your own in the comments or
over email, I'd love to read them.